Disappear into Thin Air.

THE RAIL MALL
got to this place for the 1st time
i was actually quite fanscinated to go there when i 1st passed by..............
and i went there ytd to study alone.
not so bad cos its rather peaceful over there
compared to shopping mall
but almost din get a table to study at coffeebean
guess its gonna b one of my fav hangout/study place soon(:

CLUB TRG
it was still drizzling when i was on my way to np
the drizzling and "LIGHTING" only stopped at about 7.15PM...................
hahahahahhahahahaha
then we played matches................
enjoyable.
then headed for dinner at Asleem(?)
my food was nice but not gin
hahahahhahhaha
my stomach was feeling rather upset after drinking the lime juice):
moody sia.
hahahahhahahaha
then yx sent me home tgt with made n ben
yep invited them into my hse........................
alot of good n nice comments.............................
hahahahhahaha thanks guys(:
seriously cant wait to invite u guys to my hse!
but not totally done yet though....................
can come my room only if u dun mind.
hahahahhahhhahaha.
for once the house suddenly become so noisy
after they left, the hse become quiet again.
had my bathe n talked on phone n went to slp!

GOING FOR IVP TRG LATERRRRRRRRR!
p/s: i need to have more unique visits here!!!!!!!!!!:P

my birthday is coming soooooooon.
but am nt really very excited.
perhaps due to the common tests
sighh..........
recently have been feeling very lonely.
in the process of going into emo mode.
i really dont want to be like this.
and even becos of this, i quarrelled with 56789.
i thought he could be the one with me when i really need him
but guess i was wrong.
i really wish i can be with my friends now...........
playing vb whole day and forget my troubles.
venting my loneliness on vb rather than on him.
i've decided to go vb club rather than study cos i knw i want to meet my friends.....
i know i'd forget the loneliness when i meet them.
i relied too much on him and caused this quarrel.
i just hope to get out of this mode soon.
living in this big house is fine...
great as you guys can imagine.
but whats there to be happy about when no one except you is in the big house?
i just need a lil care and concern for you guys would like to give me.
i'd really appreciate. really.
thanks guys(:

p/s: ah chai. remember if we're meeting on thurs night for dinner?
and gonna pass you ur belated bd gift.

pp/s: my birthday on sunday.
but im having tests on sat and mon.
i just hope to spend my birthday meaningfully with 56789.

ppp/s: im at coffeebean at the railmall alone mugging for poa and econs test.
damnit no internet connection. saved in notepad file name saved as Thoughts.

pppp/s: am feeling bit better alrdy after typing all my Thoughts out.
yes dinner with yx made sichyi n gang l8r. tats wad i wan in life.

ppppp/s: there is this guy sitting in front of me. talking on the phone softly with an earpiece.
though he's studying, i can sense that he is talking to his gf.
im so envy of his gf. but why just cant he do the same?

pppppp/s: got to go now. some updates below.....................

COUSINS
sj pj and ps went town one sat
they asked me if wanna join but i said im miting 56789
so i'd joined them ard in the evening.
before miting, we'd pastamania and watched What happened in Las Vegas.
real funny enough...............
then met them as planned.
we'd Thai Express at Paragon.
after which we went to have neoprints w/o 56789.
1st time had neoprints with them even though we said it 4352384091times alrdy..................
headed home after that(:

MUGGGGG.
56789 came my hse to mug on sat.............
then went to westmall and had dinner
burgerking which i havent had it for since im born i guess.....
rather ex as its okok only.
i'd rather went to mos and hv my fav fish burger there.
then he mugged again.............
no mood to study liao so i took out my cam and anyhw snap pics..............
he used his card as ruler -.-
11pm alrdy but stil cant solve it.
BK gng to close so we went to coffeebean
11.30 alrdy stil cant solve.
hahahahhahahhaha
then my dad came to fetch me and went home separately.
loveeeeeeeeees.

THINKINGSSSSSS.
planned to go town alone or cityhall after blaw makeup tutorial
in the end huihui said she wanted to go
so we went tgt with ian.
dropped down at FEplaza and walked ard there...........
had my fav chippy cheesy chicken....................
ian was hunting a dreess for her gf.
then we went to taka pull and bear wanted by huihui
then we went to heerens.
i bought 2bangles.
after which we headed home separately.
took 106 to bb and changed bus home.
i thought alot when i was on the way home............
i finally got the answer.
since i've gotten the answer, i dont wish to think anymore.
guess i've to concentrate on mugging.
din study at all ytd and i nid to mug now.

JEANEVEEEEEE!
met up with jeaneve last sun.
really vvvhappy to see her........
always so cuteee k...................
hahahahhaa..
wanted to collect and pass her neoprints only.
but in the end i asked if i can go her house since i've nth to do.
yes i did. chilled out at her place for an hr plus and i went off to westmall.
cant wait to mit the clique again
lovessss ok:)

MISS ME?
there you go.

looks like going to rain..............
oh no:(:(:(
pls dont rain................
updated: yes it rained.
and seemmed to have stopped.
great(:

i believe that being yourself is the best
not pretending to be like someone else or not being yourself
its really really werid
been long since i see you
guess you have really changed
the way you speak think and behave
i believe everyone will change
as changes is contant
im trying to figure out
tone-ing down as much as i can
understand if you or i am the one changing
and yes you changed.
is it really want you want to do for the rest of your life?
im just so afraid one day you'll be so tired breakdown and cry.
i'll definitely hope to see the old self of you back.
think of the people who still care about you.
PS:
heres a space for me to jot down how i've been concluding recently
give me some piracy!
i dont mind if you know
but just that i mind if you ask me who im referring to!
:)

p/s: peiwei, so sorry. supposed to go for the interview this afternoon but i've to go home and rest cos' too tired alrdy. really hope you understand. but im really sorry that we cant go for the interview.

on a lighter note,
the 7hyians went for dinner tgt after ivp trg.
its really the miss that i miss
thanks to yx so tat we can have dinners after trg yea
ur mini blue van
hehehhehehe
our topics everytime during dinner is
vb
vb
vb
vb
vb
and nothing else.
hahahahhahhahha
well guess thats our common topic:D
the passion that we've for.
i believe the trainings r going to be tough and im ready.
hahahhahahha
cos' i nid to burn off the fats on my butt.
lol.
but i really hope that the trgs tat r cuming up wil bond us and
b ready for the pol-ite.
no hardwork, no aftermaths.
may we train hard together!
( im having ache all over now. so tired:( )

i felt pissed off on sunday.
had dss group meeting.
this guy in my group.
go library do lah...here so noisy.; when we r in je mac.
when we reached.
he fell asleep.
wad the f.
after slping. play cs.
he dun even knw wads MAC GRIDDLES.
i said im gng to imm to study after e meeting.
he said wad the f.
go imm study.
CANNOT MEH. wah lao.
nt like u and i c no reason y u've to say wad the f k.
cant study in mac and nt even in library.
FREE RIDER.
there wil b part 2 for the ppt after tmrw ppt.
wad the f.
roar.
byebye.

i brought my lappy to IMM MOS ytd to do my ppt speech.
i was alone.
then chatting online with my damn big bro......................
hahahahhaha.

YUTIN9* says:
im at MOS burger leh..alone.hahahaha

yM is a scientist says:
alone?

YUTIN9* says:
ya...with alot of strangers eating burgers.......

yM is a scientist says:
many burgers around u uh... including u? u r burger

YUTIN9* says:
but she coming later

YUTIN9* says:
later

YUTIN9* says:
lao

YUTIN9* says:
what the shit

YUTIN9* says:
hahahah

yM is a scientist says:
i see

yM is a scientist says:
wah lau

YUTIN9* says:
yah

YUTIN9* says:
i look like burger meh

YUTIN9* says:
i thought french fries sia

YUTIN9* says:
so slim

YUTIN9* says:
hahahhahaha!

yM is a scientist says:
u careful lei.. dun get eat up by ppl.. because u look too much like burger

YUTIN9* says:
LOL

YUTIN9* says:
lmao

yM is a scientist says:
wahahahahaha

what a bro i've. -.-
suddenly i hv the implusion to buy things online.
but after browsing,
i cant find what i want.
:(((((
what a hot and sunny weather.
dont even feel like going out.
im feeling so boreddddddddddddddddd.

its gonna be a long weekend..........................
sumthin good? of cos.
guess i wont be able to blog cos i wont b in sch.
i mentioned before that i'd blog before lesson right?
hahahahahhaha
at home is purely really lazy to blog!
anyways thinking that i cant afford to lose loyal readers...............
so i decided to blog before going to slp!
hahahhahahahha
am really happy that everythings fine now.
meeting the person who made me heartbroken tmrw.
like finally.
a wk jus boommmmmmzed past.

3MODULE OF PROJECTS.
currently on task of 3projects.....................
going to count to 4 soon.
its really impt to get into groups that are cooperating.
if not, its gonna b tough.
just like hows it like i feel for iac.
:(((
anyway it will end nx wk after presentation.
yay.
then wil reduce to 2.
cos lms wil end nx wk too!!!
yes.
yes.
yes!!

FOOD
i know i indulge into food when im feeling stressed.
or alone.
or lonely.
w/o friends and 567.
bought this and had this alone at home.
no one to share with to.........................
anyway was pretty nice n shud check this out at IMM.

KBOX
seriously i knw i used to not liking to go kbox
even if i go, i'd slack there n dun sing.
but come to thnk of it, spending like 15++ jus to go in slack?
wad the.
hahahhahahhahha
i sang! nt really nice but nt tat bad right!
hahahahhahahhaa
i really enjoyed that day after sch with my poly friends.
i really love this kind of gatherings:(
p/s: took videos bt lazy to upload.hahahah see.lazy blogger is like this.

HK CAFE LOVE LOVE.

CUPCAKES.
yes i love sweet stuffs.
thus making me fat.........................
wad the f.
hshahahahhahaha
these are really vvnice.
i bought it online.
can you believe? gambled if i shud buy it or not.
in the end i bought cos her designs are really vvvvnice.
i recommanded to cheryl too.
msg me if u wanna the contact:D

its night now.
time to sleeeeeeeeeep.
am hitting town every week end.
lovelovelove.567.

i cried throughout the night.
swollen eyes n headaches.
(i'd to put eye liner to hide tat im tired.)
hais.
i still love you.
(but heartbroken n torn)

I love meeting 567.
I love meeting my friends for volleyballs and dinner.
I really wished that I've never been graduated.

had prata with the gang after IVP selection that day.
wow 7huayians in np volleyball.
hahahhahahhahaha
7 of us can form a team with a libero alrdy!
hehehehhehehehhe
the pratas are yumyum!!:D:D

met up with cheryl last night for dinner.
been a vvlong time since we meet alrdy.
usually was we bumped into each other at jp
hahahahhahaha
also to get my pump socks from her:D
we went to kopitam n i'd my fav handmade noodles!
yum yum
she'd desserts and then lim came for a while to collect the GC.
she talked like machine guns lol
then cheryl n i chatted abt a topic.
actually is someone.
we continued all the way to MOS burger.
hehehehehe
and i'd my fav ice milk tea.
then chatted til 8 then went home:D
its been a while since i get to talk so much...........
hehehhehehe
poor cheryl had to sit in front of me and hear me nag.
lol
thanks girl
hehehehhehehehehe:D

will upload other pics l8r:D

FRED PERRY.........................................
went to the outlet at ann siang road abt 2 to 3 wks ago.
with dear eileen.
hahahhahahahaha
we only decided to go there when we got salary frm work!
if not, we wouldnt wan to go there n buy stuffs.
hehehhehe.
eileen bot a puff-polo t shirt which is vvsuitable for her
(gd figure pple is like that one lah!hahahaha)
and a bot a pair of sneakers for sch.
(giving me endless blisters!! roar)
my shoe is cheaper than her shirt!
hehehehehehe
after that took cab to bugis n find xingyi n xinyi.
then to town shoppinggggggggg!
eileen's friend, jason, sent us bck to jurong!
p/s: omfg, i thnk this happened like vvlong ago alrdy.lol. so paiseh.

WAFFLESSS!!
lovelove.hehehehe
we both love wafflesssssssss!
with icecream toppings. chocolate overload.
drooooooooooooooool.

MY ROOM!:D
welllllllllls, lemme show you my room!
initially was thinking if i shud post this cos l8r nobody wan to come my new hse alrdy.
not "fresh" alrdy..................................
hahahahahhahhaha.
but if i dont post it, i hv nth to blog abt!
hahahahhahaha.
after seeing still my come my hse ok...............
hehehhehehhehehe
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roasting my washed piggy on the window.hahhahahahha

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my temp study table:(
i dont like................................sad.

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door hanger given by ahchaix&zh last yr for bd gift!:D
finally come to use.hehehehhehe

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my bedddddddddddddddd!!
left to right: one hp holder given by lim as xmas gift, one hp holder given by wt as xmas gift, heart pillow given by JXQL as bd gift, winnie given by my uncle recently, monkey given by zh&friends when we went to play arcade n won it tat day, piggy in MYIJSS bot by myself.
hehehehhehehehhehe
probably used to slping in single bed, now slping in queen's,
i realised these soft toys dont drop off from bed!
hahahhahahhaa
im so proud of myself.lol

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my toilet.vvvmessy.hahahhahahha
abit mafan. hv to learn to maintain my toilet well.
hahahhahahahha
probably sometimes after, i'll hv the skills to clean toilets alrdy.
p/s:anyone looking for toilet cleaner?

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my cupboard!
messy bags area.hehehehehehehehhe

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wallpaper!

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my makeup table.
what the shxt.
looks damn professional right.
ahhahahahhahahha.
p/s: fujitsu's dressing table.lmao

???????????????
hahahhahhahha
guess what this big hole is for.
its a view from 2nd floor to the 1st floor (living room area)

BACKYARD.
my dad converted the backyard from grassland to enclosed area.
i like the feeling.
cos its like part of my house!
cos supposedly i felt that its more like open area and cant do much over there.
now we can!
hehehehhehhehehehe
you know what?
my house got candle-lit dinner loh!
dman cool.
p/s: table for 2?

MISS ME?
here's a pic of me!
hahahhahahahahha

MISS ME2.
hahahhhahaa
ok.........here's a more proper pic of me with xingyi, eileen n yy!
:D:D:D
meeting up soon again! yay!

MISS 567?
hahahahhahahhaha.
here's a pic for you guys.
my fav idol all this while.
Andy Lau.
p/s: lmao.
pp/s: its his fascination.hahahhahaha!

alrites..............
end of my post!
taken this view from my room. abit edited so its like vvvnice right.
hahahahahhahaha