I believe, when you lose something, you'll gain another.
Friday, May 29, 2009 @
after so long, i guess i really found someone i love..



hahahhaha
does he looks like some American-born-chinese?
hehehe
but too bad, we've like 18 yrs of age gap.
will he mind in the future? lol.
he's my nephew. i'd love to give anyone who wants his phone number.

actually im 19 this year but im holding three celebration in a row.
i wondered if its too exaggerating as if im holding my 21st birthday.
im not expecting much from my parents so this time round,
im ready to spend these celebrations using my hard earned money (:

will be updating consistently.
stay tuned!

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Thursday, May 28, 2009 @
"just when you are about to give your very best for the relationship,
no matter how the relationship might turn out to be,
but happened just when the guy put serious thought for the relationship,
you know its time that you dont have the chance to do so anymore."

Tuesday, May 26, 2009 @
im excited for sat and mon.
juz to update, i've decided to buy Awfully chocolate cake and Lana Cake for each day respectively.

the reason why im having to get such nice cakes because i really didnt get to have a birthday cake for myself for the past few years already.
im not that pathetic juz that usually i dont plan for my birthday.
( the day on itself or before or after)
i felt like i really need to plan this year.

i havent really studied for common test.
i've been procrastinating for 2days.
shit im like left with 10days for 5 papers.
better get going now!!

i'll be back soon as long as im tired of studying the whole day.

Monday, May 25, 2009 @
//edited.
i'll be following my heart..


trust me, i'll be back once again to clear my outdated posts tmrw.
right now, im googl-ing about something and i'll share with you guys soon.


xoxoxo. love.

//edited. im back.

let's see this.


Eyelid Twitching Superstitions and Myths

Millions of people suffer from eye twitching – in some it may be intermittent, brought on by a sudden increase of stress or sleeplessness. In others, it’s more pronounced and can interfere with day to day life. Regardless of which category a person falls into, there’s a goldmine of superstitions that revolve around eye twitching. In fact eye twitching ranks up there with itchy palms and hiccups as the most superstition prone condition! Each culture seems to have its own take on the deeper significance of eye twitching.

In China for instance, where superstitions and myths frequently cross over into modern living, the chief superstition seems to be that a twitch in the right eye signifies good luck, maybe a major windfall. A twitch in the left eye? Not so good. It’s a bad omen; a sign of ill luck headed your way! The entire situation seems to turn around in the case of females; for them, a twitching left eye signifies good luck while a twitching right one is a strict no no! Even among the Chinese, there seem to be as many superstitions regarding eye twitching as the sufferers themselves.

There is even a superstition based on an anatomical break down of the eye. A twitch in the lower left eyelid means you can expect to cry soon while a corresponding one in the right eyelid means good fortune is headed your way. There’s yet another one that claims a twitching eyelid means someone is gossiping about you. We think this is a pretty cool one - always good to know the exact moment when your enemies are bad mouthing you. In any case, all these mental calisthenics figuring out whether an eye twitch means you’re going to win the lottery or have the sky fall on your head, will probably give you enough stress to trigger off a whole new series of twitches!

Next to the Chinese, the Indians are the Olympic champions when it comes to superstitions. The commonly believed one here is just the opposite of the Chinese version. Here a twitching left eye is definitely a good omen, while a twitching right one is considered inauspicious.

The Nigerians go with the Chinese version. Left eye – bad. Right eye – Good.

Another superstition is a little more frightening than the above. It’s not clear where this one comes from, but according to it a twitching left eye means there’s soon going to be a death in the family. A twitching right one on the other hand means an impending birth.

To the Hawaiians, an eye twitch can either mean the arrival of a stranger, or that you’re soon going to mourn for someone.

In Cameroon and some other parts of Africa, a twitching lower eyelid means you will soon shed tears. As far as superstitions go, this one is quite scientific. Tears normally flow from the corner of the lower eyelid. Still on Africa, when the upper eyelid twitches, it’s a sure sign you’re going to meet someone you didn’t expect to see. This one’s also connected to anatomical science, it seems. Surprise and amazement are normally expressed in humans by the raising of the upper eyelids.

If you generally wear ninja costumes your twitching will be even more mysterious.

Next time, your eye twitches in its usual maddening fashion, keep your fingers crossed because something good just might be coming your way! (Be optimistic, people!)


adapted from x |

now i finally understood why people are confused about twitching either left or right could be good or bad..

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believe it or not, i teared when i saw xueting's latest blog post.
i could understand exactly how she felt.

woman just need time but guys dont really give a damn.

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Sunday, May 24, 2009 @
"if i want to put, i would have put it long ago."

well it makes sense but sounds to good to be true...
probably i want to thank you for saying that to make me realise how stupid i am,
hoping that you would do so for me.

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totally no school next week.
i'll be home 24/7 studying and doing elearning.

//edited.
i didnt get myself drunk.

'm gone.

Saturday, May 23, 2009 @
be back later.
goneforabath.

//edited.

i realised theres nothing i can do even if im missing you.





and i guess it doesnt really no matter how hard i hope or i wish............

and i know, i just need a hug. right now.




xoxoxo. love.

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Friday, May 22, 2009 @
i just cant helped it but to think that during this period,
you could be with someone else.
i dont have the position to ask anymore, do i?

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Wednesday, May 20, 2009 @
when a heart breaks no it does not breakeven
when am i supposed to do when the best part of me is always you

this song lyrics just couldnt get off my mind..
the scirpt-breakeven.

i just need to blog...
please bear it with me.
i really dont mind you would find it boring and close this window.
'm juz like any other woman who wants to talk, even for juz 5 mins.
thats 'nuff.

you were a perfect stranger to me
you become the person i love yet i dont wish anything from you in return
you pulled me back into love when i really wanted to give up from pressure
you started changing things for me hoping i could see the real you
you showed the endless dont give up and i got really for it.

i couldnt bring myself in when im really trying hard to give you the trust you need
and juz that when 'm gettin' myself not to give up anymore, i couldnt have the chance anymore.

the way you love and the way i love is different.

its true, all because i love you and thats why i did things to show i care for you.
but for you, you dont....

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recently, im really into handmade/homemade food.
as you guys already knew, i've been baking; cupcakes brownies etc..
recently i did pasta on my own!

i bought the carbonara pasta sauce from ntuc supermarket
and the healthy & less fat fusili ( my fav pasta at pastamania) from marks and spencer.
a big packet for only $7.90!

well first i cook the pasta till its soften..
dried the pasta using a filter, washed with tap water( to lower the temp)
and soaked it in cold water with the prawns!( making it QQ)
meanwhile i heated up the saucer with oil
put in my fav onions ( i used the whole piece of onion!) to make it fragrance.
then i added half of my pasta and the other pasta with carbonara sauce.
warmed everything up and tadah, its done!
and of cos, topped the own-grated-parmesan-cheese and on-the-dot-grated-black-pepper!



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i got myself a burberry bear online!
i found it rather cute and think i should own one of it.
there you go. ( i havent opened it thou......)
now is placed together with the soft toys given by others..
i've never bought a soft toy for myself before either..
bought it together with the clinique eye cicle cream.
it was real good. reduce puffiness and dark eye circle.
it comes in rather solid form of cream rather than usual creamy and wet cream.
my first try and i guess it recommended!



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i survived yesterday with a packet of kitkat (4 in a row) and a packet of soya milk..
probably i juz lost all my appetite..

'm really glad that at least this time round, i managed to share with someone i really need.
if not i'd definitely breakdown and cried like hell..
and my eyes would get fucking puffy..


im not sure if i'd made a decision yet.
im still deciding...

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Tuesday, May 19, 2009 @
this really sucks...

Friday, May 15, 2009 @
been to botanical gardens before?
i mean seriously, i feel real good after spending the whole afternoon there.
thou' it rain, a sudden downpour,
the air became fresher after the rain.

we caught ourselves hiding under the shelter for at least 45mins
and there was this group of ladies celebrating birthday for one of them.
they were really sweet to prepare all the food.
so hello-kitty-ish and they cut the food to all cute sizes and deco.
to some extent i couldnt take it.
hahahaha.

anyway, we spent our day walking around..
looking at plants fishes and trees..
im busy snapping close shots of the flowers.
i got pretty excited as i think its the first time of my life to see swans.
they're real pretty elegant and i couldnt stop laughing when i see one of the swans (out of four swans, two were kept in the cage thou')
trying very hard to let it's wings up to stay for long.
but honestly its really really nice that they are able to do such movement.




this post gonna be filled with colourful flowers!
or rather, orchids!







we got ourselves to the cold room and i really don wish to get out
the weather nowadays is really unbearable.
but still i hate it when it rains when im heading out
finding myself get the trouble to bring umbrella..
so wet.
okay back to garden..

we were pretty shocked by one of the statue there.
kinda scary or rather, we werent aware of such thingy.
hahahaahah.
timid pigs..



we'd our break at the food court for some drinks and guess what?
i prompted to go and look at the private houses behind the garden area.
the houses are real big and spacious.
some even had their own power house.
my aim was to look for the house that eileen's boss (roney) once brought us over to see that real big and fucking rich house.
its the goodwood park hotel's boss.

but anyway we failed to look for the house because i really had no idea where it was.
hahahahahaha.
instead, i found one palace inside the area.
( no kidding. its palace, no pics thou'..should have taken.)
and we ended up at orchard parade hotel area there.
which is near forum mall.

took bus pver to dempsey hills and had our dinner there.
the post which i mentioned the kurma kettle (:



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just to update you guys..
i worked 14 hours yesterday at isetan private sales for burberry kids.
i'd only 5 hours of sleep before..
and im so freaking tired by mid afternoon, like around 2PM.
but anyway they didnt bring in alot of stocks and our stuffs were already grabbed up by 2PM.
hahahhaha.

its kindof scary cos people were already queuing up outside at 8AM when it opens at 8.30AM.
i'd have slept at home please, if not for working.
but well, burberry kids 80% off.
eg. original price $220/top
after is $44.
i bought a shirt for my cute nephew for only $28 polo tee.
wil post pic when he wears it (:




xoxoxo love.

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Monday, May 11, 2009 @
throughout the holidays, other than working,
have been scheduling my timetable for fishing, baking and family.

well, been to lim chu kang after the whole of my 18years
and been passing by there while driving,
as i live a few streets across chua chu kang..

we visited fish farms and pet farms.
im starting to like dory fish as they are always attracted by the movement
( unlike fishes which barely move no matter how hard you try to use ur finger and smoove on the glass pane.)
interestingly, i prefer the yellow than the red colour
( remmeber i've this fetish for red... oh, i hope im not starting to like yellow either!)

anyway it was good and relax while visiting these farms.
been a tiring day as i drove around with a idiot.
but at least he did manage to understand the map at last.
oh yes, we did try the fish spa and it was pretty scary to put ur legs in the pool where the larger ones are at.
being timid, i'd my feet at the smaller fishes pool.

plan for dinner was to head greenwood but was changed
as i accidentally drove to engneo ave exit and tadah, using SLE CTE back to BKE.
kinda my fault as i remembered its near engneo ave.
dont really wanna spend the time on traffic jam so headed to yishun area.

he recommended this upper thomson area where theres a row of shops with good food.
oh yea i googled and its known as casuarina.
we decided on Sze-char and had our savory chicken wings.
its a must try and we couldnt order the crabs as there were only two of us.
its like every table had crabs.
im not exaggerating but next to our table, they ordered chilli crab and black pepper crabs.
one plate is at least 2-3KG.
and seeing them licking on the fingers made us even hungrier before the food comes.



another place was pasir ris farmway 1,2 and 3.
the place was indeed smaller than lim chu kang and we finished exploring the place within 2hours.
we saw ducks and chickens and hen. hahahha
kinda like back to my child days where i always see the hens in the cage opposite my old house,
everytime when i had to pass by while heading to school.

after which, we spent our time at the giantic IKEA and GIANT.
well the building structure was rather more foreign like aussie where shopping malls were laid short and huge/wide and independent too.
we finally had our dinner at greenwood ave which i'd mentioned few posts away.



it'll be less tiring this week but hectic days next week.
schools been so-so and i hope common tests to be here real fast and over.
hahahha.



xoxoxo love.

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21 more days to my birthday.

and guess what?

i've this gut feelings that they aint going to give me present, again.
just dont really understand why im willing to chip in for gifts, but mine was not celebrated, or rather no plans.

well, i gotta look on the positive side..
so i guess its time to plan for my birthday on my own!


xoxoxo love.
will be back soon.

Saturday, May 09, 2009 @
im surprised by the rate of increased readers everyday
since im back to blogging again.
thanks for all the support.
please continue coming back for posts which i jus wanna share with you guys.

anyway..
been to joo chiat and hunted for the good popiah.
its was a damn hot afternoon and both of us were perspiring like mad..
it was ranked 3rd in straitstime and two bucks per roll.
you guys may want to try but personally, i prefer the one at coronation plaza at bukit timah..



been to goodwood park ave and tried the fish market too..
after reading from ben's blog about that.
the pricing was rather steep but it tasted good.
or i should say i cant really afford though.
but once a while im fine with it.
wanted to try the tiramisu too but we were too full for that.
i'd my pasta and he had his fish catch of the day.

i spent around 2.5 weeks to finish the cross-stitch.
the result was pretty good too as i did edit some part of it.
the frame was bought at $3.90/pkt (2 pieces) at ikea !!
freaking cheap compared to getting a specially made frame.

vesak day tmrw and im heading for work.
its freaking nine bucks per hour.
who wouldnt want to do? hee.

xoxoxo love.

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Thursday, May 07, 2009 @
been heading out to fishing with d.
sembawang park and ecp ford road,
and sometimes with unclem, steph and family too.
i got tanned in a while and now im back to fair.
best part of it was get to chill out, sit back and relax by the seaside..
chatting and laughing about almost anything we talked.
was pretty bored when fishing at sembawang so i peeled off the
plastic wrapper of the green tea bottle and made it into roses.
( be eco-friendly, save the earth please!)



steph invited us over for the bungalow chalet at ecp a week ago.
it was good, extremely spacious ( with 4 freaking big rooms!)
bbq was definitely enjoyable with the black pepper sauce marinated.
got to chill out with steph' friend alex and another lady.
didnt take shoot of the chalet though..




xoxoxo love.

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Wednesday, May 06, 2009 @
im juz gettin' a 'lil blue.
im juz gettin' a 'lil emotional.



i cant dont admit that this will happen to me everytime
or probably once a year.
im juz feelin' so fucked up that i feel the world is lettin' me down.
im making myself to trust myself and no one else.
its gettin' scary as friends around me aint the same anymore.
wondering what had i done wrong to deserve this kind of treatment.
( where has the feelings gone to?)

i know i gotta love myself first before i start to love others.

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to perk you readers up a bit,
i baked brownies for the first attempt.
used to bake with zhengwei and shuhui before..
but this time round,
im baking all by myself.
except for the fact that my mum helped me wash my utensils.



(its more like brownie cake as i added bicarbonate of soda.)

heading for training tonight.
cant wait?
the real reason is because
its been a super long time since i meet retard weiting jac chyi and ben.

xoxoxoxo love.

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Tuesday, May 05, 2009 @
ima done with my layout and post and posts will be up tmrw etc.............




cant believe common test is round the corner, again.
and i just wanna be loved.

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hi baby,
im back in action.
please come back and read more.

alot of photos...........
slowly but surely ;)

im gonna change my template soon too.
love.



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all about yuting
Ima born on 1st June, thus making me a Gemini (in fact, it's really hard to manage between two personalities). Ima sandal-person, always fancy about wallets, and got almost everything in black. All along i thought my best friend is onion and i can never get enough of subway tuna (let me know if you've stuffs better than this). I've this fetish for red colour which explains (I dont wear red but) I do carry red handphone and wallet and wear red sandals. I wouldnt deny ima pretty brand-conscious; Tods, Chanel, Burberry, YSL, MiuMiu... You name it, I know it. I've lotsa friends but i only do have some great friends; D,WXY. My greatest achievement so far is having my manual driving lisence at 19. Can't wait to gain my independence in 3 years. P/S: Watch this space, I'll keep updating my life status here.

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