but am nt really very excited.
perhaps due to the common tests
sighh..........
recently have been feeling very lonely.
in the process of going into emo mode.
i really dont want to be like this.
and even becos of this, i quarrelled with 56789.
i thought he could be the one with me when i really need him
but guess i was wrong.
i really wish i can be with my friends now...........
playing vb whole day and forget my troubles.
venting my loneliness on vb rather than on him.
i've decided to go vb club rather than study cos i knw i want to meet my friends.....
i know i'd forget the loneliness when i meet them.
i relied too much on him and caused this quarrel.
i just hope to get out of this mode soon.
living in this big house is fine...
great as you guys can imagine.
but whats there to be happy about when no one except you is in the big house?
i just need a lil care and concern for you guys would like to give me.
i'd really appreciate. really.
thanks guys(:
p/s: ah chai. remember if we're meeting on thurs night for dinner?
and gonna pass you ur belated bd gift.
pp/s: my birthday on sunday.
but im having tests on sat and mon.
i just hope to spend my birthday meaningfully with 56789.
ppp/s: im at coffeebean at the railmall alone mugging for poa and econs test.
damnit no internet connection. saved in notepad file name saved as Thoughts.
pppp/s: am feeling bit better alrdy after typing all my Thoughts out.
yes dinner with yx made sichyi n gang l8r. tats wad i wan in life.
ppppp/s: there is this guy sitting in front of me. talking on the phone softly with an earpiece.
though he's studying, i can sense that he is talking to his gf.
im so envy of his gf. but why just cant he do the same?
pppppp/s: got to go now. some updates below.....................
COUSINS
sj pj and ps went town one sat
they asked me if wanna join but i said im miting 56789
so i'd joined them ard in the evening.
before miting, we'd pastamania and watched What happened in Las Vegas.
real funny enough...............
then met them as planned.
we'd Thai Express at Paragon.
after which we went to have neoprints w/o 56789.
1st time had neoprints with them even though we said it 4352384091times alrdy..................
headed home after that(:




MUGGGGG.
56789 came my hse to mug on sat.............
then went to westmall and had dinner
burgerking which i havent had it for since im born i guess.....
rather ex as its okok only.
i'd rather went to mos and hv my fav fish burger there.
then he mugged again.............
no mood to study liao so i took out my cam and anyhw snap pics..............
he used his card as ruler -.-
11pm alrdy but stil cant solve it.
BK gng to close so we went to coffeebean
11.30 alrdy stil cant solve.
hahahahhahahhaha
then my dad came to fetch me and went home separately.
loveeeeeeeeees.




THINKINGSSSSSS.
planned to go town alone or cityhall after blaw makeup tutorial
in the end huihui said she wanted to go
so we went tgt with ian.
dropped down at FEplaza and walked ard there...........
had my fav chippy cheesy chicken....................
ian was hunting a dreess for her gf.
then we went to taka pull and bear wanted by huihui
then we went to heerens.
i bought 2bangles.
after which we headed home separately.
took 106 to bb and changed bus home.
i thought alot when i was on the way home............
i finally got the answer.
since i've gotten the answer, i dont wish to think anymore.
guess i've to concentrate on mugging.
din study at all ytd and i nid to mug now.

JEANEVEEEEEE!
met up with jeaneve last sun.
really vvvhappy to see her........
always so cuteee k...................
hahahahhaa..
wanted to collect and pass her neoprints only.
but in the end i asked if i can go her house since i've nth to do.
yes i did. chilled out at her place for an hr plus and i went off to westmall.
cant wait to mit the clique again
lovessss ok:)
MISS ME?
there you go.

looks like going to rain..............
oh no:(:(:(
pls dont rain................
updated: yes it rained.
and seemmed to have stopped.
great(: