i din thnk of the consequences for my mind
when i panicked n looked for your face in e crowd.
i din knw i'll b so affected by it
and even myself i dont knw hw to handle my feelings.








the next thing i thought when i saw you was
to call out to you.
but i din cos i knew i would look stupid.
really stupid.
( i knw it wasnt as easy as calling out to a friend when happened to bump into each other)

i figured out why i wanted to knw which spot u r at
cos i knew i wan to c hw u r now and
w/ who.
(i thnk i really cant take it if u were w/ a girl)















i really had two feelings after seeing you.
just only your back.
i wondered what happen if we saw each other directly in the face.
one is u're doing well now
one is u're still doing well now






i wish that i din wan to spot whr u were at.
but i dont knw if i'll regret.
in e end i choose to spot u.
but still i felt regretted seeing u again.

( just when i was about to forget you)
























people told me that
people always regret when they lose it.
i really wonder if he felt so too.
i wish i can knw..but i reali don wish to knw if his answer is no.

i even tot abt hw his friends wil thnk
when they knew that we hv broken up.
( i knew its redundant but sometimes i cant help it)
probably they'd alrdy celebrated that he's single once again.
( i knew its redundant but sometimes i cant help it)











cant control but to burst out to ben n wayne e min i happened to c them
before them, i msged eileen. ahh fuck. i saw my x.
thanks god i saw them..
if nt i guess im jus gonna flashbck everything again on e way hm.

i knw its bad to say this but
what wil u thnk if i tell u this?
i wish i can bump into him again,when im with someone else much better than him?
love me more. more muscular. looks better than him.

on a second tot..
i realised that..
hw sure can i b, that this guy wil nt change some time after?

























love can b blessful.
love can b hurtful.
moments were the times when that made both happy.
memories were the bits n pieces that caused you the pain.



























seriously i din knw feelings wil change so much jus upon seeing x.

i've nv avoided anything in my life..
esp to people. cos i c no reason to

avoid.












n o w
i
do.

Ima born on 1st June, thus making me a Gemini (in fact, it's really hard to manage between two personalities). Ima sandal-person, always fancy about wallets, and got almost everything in black. All along i thought my best friend is onion and i can never get enough of subway tuna (let me know if you've stuffs better than this). I've this fetish for red colour which explains (I dont wear red but) I do carry red handphone and wallet and wear red sandals. I wouldnt deny ima pretty brand-conscious; Tods, Chanel, Burberry, YSL, MiuMiu... You name it, I know it. I've lotsa friends but i only do have some great friends; D,WXY. My greatest achievement so far is having my manual driving lisence at 19. Can't wait to gain my independence in 3 years. P/S: Watch this space, I'll keep updating my life status here.

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