sounds emotional and i had this urge to pm her, telling her things will be fine for her.
i always wished her for the best in her rs and i never once told her to leave him, even though i've seen her quarreling with him on the phone before or things she told me that he did to upset her.
till then, i decided to drop by her blog but i couldnt spell out the address.
nonetheless, through links, i managed to find her blog website.
at least, im glad she's doing fine with current friends around her.
i had this sour feeling..
not jealousy i definitely know.
i felt i had lost this real good friend of mine.
i do miss talking to her, talking about almost anything.
i just wanted to blog out this feeling i'd because it's special.
i can never find this kind of feelings again and i've never hope to feel so again.
i can just swear to god that,
i've never not treat her as friend anymore,
and if she needs help from me in the future,
i'll definitely help her.
probably right now, whatever things im saying now is pointless.
but i just want to make myself remember this.
Labels: friendship, yuting
