yesterday finally marks the last paper of common test!

im down with a bad sore throat and sometimes headache.
my throat doesnt feel pain unless i grope something down my throat.
even saliva!
any cure or tips? :(

anyway a merry merry xmas to all!
( you are just the few lucky ones because i know my readers rate have dropped so badly. lol.)

time to finally enjoy two weeks of holidays!
not working exactly :)

Labels: common test, love, merry xmas, sore throat, yuting

my blog has been like so dead.
friends who have met up with me would know that ima doin fine
life hasnt been much exciting thou
but have always been trying to make it beta

and i just remembered that its my dad's birthday tmrw
jus another excuse to buy a durian cake home
even thou its not my fav flavour but emicakes are really worth the try



be carefree and forget about the world.

Labels: emicakes, love, yuting

i know how much you mean to me when i started crying all over again just for you

swirling up in bed
crying like a seven year old girl who couldnt get the barbie doll she wanted
couldnt stop thinking what went wrong
feelings was unbearable that i couldnt stop crying.

tears just flow even when i closed my eyes.
night fell and i realised i cried myself to sleep.

every morning when i woke up,
i told myself, im fine, everything is fine.

somehow i felt this feeling will slowly go numb......

Labels: love, yuting

i wished you know how i cry for you...

Labels: love, yuting

i didnt expect myself to feel the same way again like i felt two months ago.
i was almost there but you hit me back to the square again.
why..i cant let you do it again.

since i've almost done it so now i know i can.

i definitely can.
tell me i can.

Labels: love, yuting

i always think of the positive outcome to make myself make everything worthwhile.
but in the end, i feel regretted for these i've done.
how can i make myself happier?

i just wanna be alone this time round and be prepared for the three tests upcoming next week.

Labels: love, yuting

why must you make me bother about you?
i did want to help you but in the end you dont sound bothered about what you wanted.
which make me wonder why should i bother to help you in the first place?
i hate this.
i always hated this.

Labels: love, yuting

wanted to blog in class but i realised my pictures are still inside my camera
and i didnt bring it out today.
ah well, i'll blog about it tmrw.

Labels: love, yuting

i'll be back blogging about things which i missed out for the past week or so.

//just love this weather.

Labels: love, yuting

why am i still crying for you?

Labels: love, yuting.

hi my dear all.
i've been enjoying myself to the max for the past two days since the paper ended.

time for some seriousness for projects
dread that.
and i hope to spend more time w/ my family for this two weeks holidays.
love.

just an update,
i've gotten photos from madey and will upload soon.

and,
im glad things ended off this way.
you've always been someone special to me and always will.
i know we'll see each other again.

heading to bed soon,
as long as i start feeling tired.
im feeling so energetic now.
zomg.

Labels: holidays, love, yuting

..to end!
finally. its the last paper tmrw.
electronic biz application paper.
i know nuts about EBA till now i started revising around 7PM after my dinner.
its like so much to memorise!
)))):

anyway, i've no idea why i was starring at my desktop
probably waiting for people to reply my instant messages or eyes really needed a break from all the copying of notes.

well.
how many 1s can you find in this desktop print screen?
(((((:



tata. gone.
back to the hell of notes/shit.

Labels: common test, love, yuting

once again, i felt the love and assurance.

sometimes, things is so difficult to explain.

staying close to my heart.

be back soon.
xoxoxo love.

Labels: love, yuting

im not being productive because im studying 1 chapter yet i rest an hour! :((

i've so much to say.

let me down?
why cant you prove it to me rather than letting all be words?
probably i'll be seeing you with a new girl in a few weeks' time.
sorry to say that but thats how i feel right now.

i'd done my best but what about you?
i think its not fair.
i know, when it comes to love,
what's fair and what's not?
but of course i do hope to see some appreciation from me at least.
i dont ask for much, really.

we'd so much things to be done,
the things you used to say about us,
the words which you used to assure me,
isnt it pointless to say everything now?

i'd accepted for who you're and now,
you wished i can do even more for you.
what if i cant?
does this mean that that's the end of this relationship?

you're just plainly selfish for what you want.
you wanted your own happiness, doing things you love to do,
which doesnt include me in your life,
its totally disappointing.

its not my fault for not being able to accept you but you
who wouldnt even want to make a small change in your life for me.

enough of all these emotional stuffs.
i'll wash up my face and get a short rest
before hitting back to my books.

stay focus
stay focus
stay focus.

Labels: love, yuting

//edited.
i'll be following my heart..


trust me, i'll be back once again to clear my outdated posts tmrw.
right now, im googl-ing about something and i'll share with you guys soon.


xoxoxo. love.

//edited. im back.

let's see this.

Eyelid Twitching Superstitions and Myths

Millions of people suffer from eye twitching – in some it may be intermittent, brought on by a sudden increase of stress or sleeplessness. In others, it’s more pronounced and can interfere with day to day life. Regardless of which category a person falls into, there’s a goldmine of superstitions that revolve around eye twitching. In fact eye twitching ranks up there with itchy palms and hiccups as the most superstition prone condition! Each culture seems to have its own take on the deeper significance of eye twitching.

In China for instance, where superstitions and myths frequently cross over into modern living, the chief superstition seems to be that a twitch in the right eye signifies good luck, maybe a major windfall. A twitch in the left eye? Not so good. It’s a bad omen; a sign of ill luck headed your way! The entire situation seems to turn around in the case of females; for them, a twitching left eye signifies good luck while a twitching right one is a strict no no! Even among the Chinese, there seem to be as many superstitions regarding eye twitching as the sufferers themselves.

There is even a superstition based on an anatomical break down of the eye. A twitch in the lower left eyelid means you can expect to cry soon while a corresponding one in the right eyelid means good fortune is headed your way. There’s yet another one that claims a twitching eyelid means someone is gossiping about you. We think this is a pretty cool one - always good to know the exact moment when your enemies are bad mouthing you. In any case, all these mental calisthenics figuring out whether an eye twitch means you’re going to win the lottery or have the sky fall on your head, will probably give you enough stress to trigger off a whole new series of twitches!

Next to the Chinese, the Indians are the Olympic champions when it comes to superstitions. The commonly believed one here is just the opposite of the Chinese version. Here a twitching left eye is definitely a good omen, while a twitching right one is considered inauspicious.

The Nigerians go with the Chinese version. Left eye – bad. Right eye – Good.

Another superstition is a little more frightening than the above. It’s not clear where this one comes from, but according to it a twitching left eye means there’s soon going to be a death in the family. A twitching right one on the other hand means an impending birth.

To the Hawaiians, an eye twitch can either mean the arrival of a stranger, or that you’re soon going to mourn for someone.

In Cameroon and some other parts of Africa, a twitching lower eyelid means you will soon shed tears. As far as superstitions go, this one is quite scientific. Tears normally flow from the corner of the lower eyelid. Still on Africa, when the upper eyelid twitches, it’s a sure sign you’re going to meet someone you didn’t expect to see. This one’s also connected to anatomical science, it seems. Surprise and amazement are normally expressed in humans by the raising of the upper eyelids.

If you generally wear ninja costumes your twitching will be even more mysterious.

Next time, your eye twitches in its usual maddening fashion, keep your fingers crossed because something good just might be coming your way! (Be optimistic, people!)

adapted from x |

now i finally understood why people are confused about twitching either left or right could be good or bad..

Labels: love, twitching eyelids, yuting

believe it or not, i teared when i saw xueting's latest blog post.
i could understand exactly how she felt.

woman just need time but guys dont really give a damn.

Labels: love, yuting

be back later.
goneforabath.

//edited.

i realised theres nothing i can do even if im missing you.





and i guess it doesnt really no matter how hard i hope or i wish............

and i know, i just need a hug. right now.




xoxoxo. love.

Labels: love, yuting

i just cant helped it but to think that during this period,
you could be with someone else.
i dont have the position to ask anymore, do i?

Labels: love, yuting

when a heart breaks no it does not breakeven
when am i supposed to do when the best part of me is always you

this song lyrics just couldnt get off my mind..
the scirpt-breakeven.

i just need to blog...
please bear it with me.
i really dont mind you would find it boring and close this window.
'm juz like any other woman who wants to talk, even for juz 5 mins.
thats 'nuff.

you were a perfect stranger to me
you become the person i love yet i dont wish anything from you in return
you pulled me back into love when i really wanted to give up from pressure
you started changing things for me hoping i could see the real you
you showed the endless dont give up and i got really for it.

i couldnt bring myself in when im really trying hard to give you the trust you need
and juz that when 'm gettin' myself not to give up anymore, i couldnt have the chance anymore.

the way you love and the way i love is different.

its true, all because i love you and thats why i did things to show i care for you.
but for you, you dont....

Labels: love, yuting

im juz gettin' a 'lil blue.
im juz gettin' a 'lil emotional.



i cant dont admit that this will happen to me everytime
or probably once a year.
im juz feelin' so fucked up that i feel the world is lettin' me down.
im making myself to trust myself and no one else.
its gettin' scary as friends around me aint the same anymore.
wondering what had i done wrong to deserve this kind of treatment.
( where has the feelings gone to?)

i know i gotta love myself first before i start to love others.

Labels: blue, emotional, friendship, love, yuting

Ima born on 1st June, thus making me a Gemini (in fact, it's really hard to manage between two personalities). Ima sandal-person, always fancy about wallets, and got almost everything in black. All along i thought my best friend is onion and i can never get enough of subway tuna (let me know if you've stuffs better than this). I've this fetish for red colour which explains (I dont wear red but) I do carry red handphone and wallet and wear red sandals. I wouldnt deny ima pretty brand-conscious; Tods, Chanel, Burberry, YSL, MiuMiu... You name it, I know it. I've lotsa friends but i only do have some great friends; D,WXY. My greatest achievement so far is having my manual driving lisence at 19. Can't wait to gain my independence in 3 years. P/S: Watch this space, I'll keep updating my life status here.

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