im juz gettin' a 'lil emotional.

i cant dont admit that this will happen to me everytime
or probably once a year.
im juz feelin' so fucked up that i feel the world is lettin' me down.
im making myself to trust myself and no one else.
its gettin' scary as friends around me aint the same anymore.
wondering what had i done wrong to deserve this kind of treatment.
( where has the feelings gone to?)
i know i gotta love myself first before i start to love others.
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