im not being productive because im studying 1 chapter yet i rest an hour! :((
i've so much to say.
let me down?
why cant you prove it to me rather than letting all be words?
probably i'll be seeing you with a new girl in a few weeks' time.
sorry to say that but thats how i feel right now.
i'd done my best but what about you?
i think its not fair.
i know, when it comes to love,
what's fair and what's not?
but of course i do hope to see some appreciation from me at least.
i dont ask for much, really.
we'd so much things to be done,
the things you used to say about us,
the words which you used to assure me,
isnt it pointless to say everything now?
i'd accepted for who you're and now,
you wished i can do even more for you.
what if i cant?
does this mean that that's the end of this relationship?
you're just plainly selfish for what you want.
you wanted your own happiness, doing things you love to do,
which doesnt include me in your life,
its totally disappointing.
its not my fault for not being able to accept you but you
who wouldnt even want to make a small change in your life for me.
enough of all these emotional stuffs.
i'll wash up my face and get a short rest
before hitting back to my books.
stay focus
stay focus
stay focus.