Tuesday, July 28, 2009 @ i'll be back soon to update soon... but i still want tumblr. rah!!
@ im not fickle-minded. just that the dashboard at tumlr is not working for me.
Thursday, July 23, 2009 @ Time for a change
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Friday, July 17, 2009 @
i know how much you mean to me when i started crying all over again just for you
swirling up in bed
crying like a seven year old girl who couldnt get the barbie doll she wanted
couldnt stop thinking what went wrong
feelings was unbearable that i couldnt stop crying.
tears just flow even when i closed my eyes.
night fell and i realised i cried myself to sleep.
every morning when i woke up,
i told myself, im fine, everything is fine.
somehow i felt this feeling will slowly go numb......
swirling up in bed
crying like a seven year old girl who couldnt get the barbie doll she wanted
couldnt stop thinking what went wrong
feelings was unbearable that i couldnt stop crying.
tears just flow even when i closed my eyes.
night fell and i realised i cried myself to sleep.
every morning when i woke up,
i told myself, im fine, everything is fine.
somehow i felt this feeling will slowly go numb......
Wednesday, July 15, 2009 @
i happened to see this old good friend of mine in her msn nick.
sounds emotional and i had this urge to pm her, telling her things will be fine for her.
i always wished her for the best in her rs and i never once told her to leave him, even though i've seen her quarreling with him on the phone before or things she told me that he did to upset her.
till then, i decided to drop by her blog but i couldnt spell out the address.
nonetheless, through links, i managed to find her blog website.
at least, im glad she's doing fine with current friends around her.
i had this sour feeling..
not jealousy i definitely know.
i felt i had lost this real good friend of mine.
i do miss talking to her, talking about almost anything.
i just wanted to blog out this feeling i'd because it's special.
i can never find this kind of feelings again and i've never hope to feel so again.
i can just swear to god that,
i've never not treat her as friend anymore,
and if she needs help from me in the future,
i'll definitely help her.
probably right now, whatever things im saying now is pointless.
but i just want to make myself remember this.
sounds emotional and i had this urge to pm her, telling her things will be fine for her.
i always wished her for the best in her rs and i never once told her to leave him, even though i've seen her quarreling with him on the phone before or things she told me that he did to upset her.
till then, i decided to drop by her blog but i couldnt spell out the address.
nonetheless, through links, i managed to find her blog website.
at least, im glad she's doing fine with current friends around her.
i had this sour feeling..
not jealousy i definitely know.
i felt i had lost this real good friend of mine.
i do miss talking to her, talking about almost anything.
i just wanted to blog out this feeling i'd because it's special.
i can never find this kind of feelings again and i've never hope to feel so again.
i can just swear to god that,
i've never not treat her as friend anymore,
and if she needs help from me in the future,
i'll definitely help her.
probably right now, whatever things im saying now is pointless.
but i just want to make myself remember this.
Labels: friendship, yuting
Monday, July 13, 2009 @
Sunday, July 12, 2009 @
i didnt expect myself to feel the same way again like i felt two months ago.
i was almost there but you hit me back to the square again.
why..i cant let you do it again.
since i've almost done it so now i know i can.
i definitely can.
tell me i can.
i was almost there but you hit me back to the square again.
why..i cant let you do it again.
since i've almost done it so now i know i can.
i definitely can.
tell me i can.
Saturday, July 11, 2009 @ just wanna be no bother-ance.
i always think of the positive outcome to make myself make everything worthwhile.
but in the end, i feel regretted for these i've done.
how can i make myself happier?
i just wanna be alone this time round and be prepared for the three tests upcoming next week.
but in the end, i feel regretted for these i've done.
how can i make myself happier?
i just wanna be alone this time round and be prepared for the three tests upcoming next week.
Friday, July 10, 2009 @
why must you make me bother about you?
i did want to help you but in the end you dont sound bothered about what you wanted.
which make me wonder why should i bother to help you in the first place?
i hate this.
i always hated this.
i did want to help you but in the end you dont sound bothered about what you wanted.
which make me wonder why should i bother to help you in the first place?
i hate this.
i always hated this.
Tuesday, July 07, 2009 @
right on the dot of 7/7/09,
i made a promise to my dad and i shall never break this promise.
Monday, July 06, 2009 @ Family day out at West Coast Park at 8AM!
(clearer pictures in fb!)
i remembered i headed home very late the day before the morning walk.
all i could remember was i'd only pathetic of 4hours of sleep
before waking up at 7am in the morning and accompany my family to go wcp with my grandparents.
the time set by my dad was 7am leave house.
but in the end, the whole family woke up at 7am.
hahahahhaa.
my alarm rang at 6.30am i see none of the lights are on,
so i headed back to sleep.
mum woke me up with the reason of telling me having brunch after the walk at my auntie house.
so i was pretty tempted and i woke up the latest and they had to wait for me.
hehehhe.
but before the walk, headed to my uncle's coffeeshop at teban for brekkie!
had some soupy and some bread.
then we all are full geared for the morning walk!
it was pretty crowded as there was some malay events..
all we wanted was just to head to the sea side and breathe in some fresh air
mr uncle martin reached about 20mins later and we were so honoured that he was totally in for the morning walk!
he'd his sport shoes and sunglass on while all of us except grandparents were wearing slippers!
hahahahaha.
we took pictures with grandma as we dont really get to take with her.
she seems to be enjoying taking pictures but still in the end, she said she dont like to take photos.
hahahaha.
both are my elder brothers..
they dont really look alike. do they?
thats me and the two maids with grandma.
i think i look more like my 2nd bro? hahahahha
cos we both have fairer skin.
my 1st bro too but just that he always go for tan like swimming and outdoor sports.
as planned, we really did go to my auntie's house for brunch.
it was some chinese traditional noodle thingy and its the first time my bros and i had ever tried.
slack at my auntie's house till 3PM then headed to my uncle's coffeeshop where i took my nap there.
hahahaha.
damn tired and my eyes are barely opened!
headed to sstei at wcp for lunch and dinner at my grandma's house.
what a fulfilling sunday (:
i remembered i headed home very late the day before the morning walk.
all i could remember was i'd only pathetic of 4hours of sleep
before waking up at 7am in the morning and accompany my family to go wcp with my grandparents.
the time set by my dad was 7am leave house.
but in the end, the whole family woke up at 7am.
hahahahhaa.
my alarm rang at 6.30am i see none of the lights are on,
so i headed back to sleep.
mum woke me up with the reason of telling me having brunch after the walk at my auntie house.
so i was pretty tempted and i woke up the latest and they had to wait for me.
hehehhe.
but before the walk, headed to my uncle's coffeeshop at teban for brekkie!
had some soupy and some bread.
then we all are full geared for the morning walk!
it was pretty crowded as there was some malay events..
all we wanted was just to head to the sea side and breathe in some fresh air
mr uncle martin reached about 20mins later and we were so honoured that he was totally in for the morning walk!
he'd his sport shoes and sunglass on while all of us except grandparents were wearing slippers!
hahahahaha.
we took pictures with grandma as we dont really get to take with her.
she seems to be enjoying taking pictures but still in the end, she said she dont like to take photos.
hahahaha.
both are my elder brothers..
they dont really look alike. do they?
thats me and the two maids with grandma.
i think i look more like my 2nd bro? hahahahha
cos we both have fairer skin.
my 1st bro too but just that he always go for tan like swimming and outdoor sports.
as planned, we really did go to my auntie's house for brunch.
it was some chinese traditional noodle thingy and its the first time my bros and i had ever tried.
slack at my auntie's house till 3PM then headed to my uncle's coffeeshop where i took my nap there.
hahahaha.
damn tired and my eyes are barely opened!
headed to sstei at wcp for lunch and dinner at my grandma's house.
what a fulfilling sunday (:
Labels: father's day, morning walk, wcp, west coast park, yuting
@ Balderdash&Taboo at Bala's place.
finally back to blogging after so much procrastination.
this was about few weeks ago.
organised by mr bala to his house for board and card games.
it was definitely fun tieing up yingxuan's hair to make her like some china girl!
hahahahaha.
i think i can almost remember 60% whats the card in taboo
because i've been playing this for this period for so many times!
hahahahahha.
madey: shed what tears?
madey: can swim one..in water..
yuting: fish!?
isaac: i know i know!!....
yuting&isaac: duck, chicken, etc.
answer: shed crocodile tears
-.-
hahahahaha! i feel so clever hohoho.
madey isaac and i were on the winning streak at first but got taken over by bala's group and we ended up last team.
forfeit was one cup of nit volka shared among us.
but still i definitely enjoyed that night.
drove madey and isaac home!
and i was baking cookies before heading to bala's house.
glad that it was good as commented by bala!
this was about few weeks ago.
organised by mr bala to his house for board and card games.
it was definitely fun tieing up yingxuan's hair to make her like some china girl!
hahahahaha.
i think i can almost remember 60% whats the card in taboo
because i've been playing this for this period for so many times!
hahahahahha.
madey: shed what tears?
madey: can swim one..in water..
yuting: fish!?
isaac: i know i know!!....
yuting&isaac: duck, chicken, etc.
answer: shed crocodile tears
-.-
hahahahaha! i feel so clever hohoho.
madey isaac and i were on the winning streak at first but got taken over by bala's group and we ended up last team.
forfeit was one cup of nit volka shared among us.
but still i definitely enjoyed that night.
drove madey and isaac home!
and i was baking cookies before heading to bala's house.
glad that it was good as commented by bala!
Labels: absolut volka., bala, balderdash, taboo., yuting
