i know how much you mean to me when i started crying all over again just for you
swirling up in bed
crying like a seven year old girl who couldnt get the barbie doll she wanted
couldnt stop thinking what went wrong
feelings was unbearable that i couldnt stop crying.
tears just flow even when i closed my eyes.
night fell and i realised i cried myself to sleep.
every morning when i woke up,
i told myself, im fine, everything is fine.
somehow i felt this feeling will slowly go numb......